I know he probably won’t ever see this, and that’s okay. I hope by now he knows that he is the light of my life. I could sit here for hours in silence just listening to him breathe just because I know he’s safe. I could sit here in silence and listen to his abrupt laughs out of random, just because I know he’s happy. I could sit here in silence for days just listening to the periodic “I love you’s” just because I know he still does. Nothing on this earth could ever make me happier than he does. The way he makes me feel is unfathomable to any other human being. I wish we could have held hands a little longer and kissed a little harder. I miss him more than anything. There isn’t a single thing in this world I wouldn’t give just to see him again. The 3,000 miles between us will be the slow death of me. Although the memories become harder to recall, I will never forget the perfect unsteadiness of his heartbeat and the way his body moves to meet mine. I will never forget how his lips feel when they hardly brush against mine. I will never forget the way he held my hand so tight every time I told him how crazy I am for him. It has been almost a month since I encountered him physically. Everyday gets a little harder physically and mentally and emotionally. No other boy has ever taken this much of a positive emotional toll on me, before him. Every time we talk on the phone and he’s sad because be can’t be here, I try so hard to reassure him. I know that nothing in this world will ever be as comforting as physically proving that he is the only one, but I’ll die trying. I hope he knows by now that he is the only boy I can see myself holding on to. He has a plan for his future and he is ambitious and charming. I know he will go very far with or without me by his side. Although, I will do everything in my power to make sure he’s by my side. I know I’m young and I’m naive and probably the hugest walking cliche, but this is it. No other man will ever do what he is willing to do for me. He proves to me everyday just how worthy he is. I’ve never felt so at ease. I know that if he says it’ll all be okay, it will all be okay. If he says he’ll be with me soon, he’ll be with me soon. His reassurance and comfort means more to me than my own life. I know for a fact that he will never trust me as much as I trust him. But again, I’ll die trying. He deserves everything and I intend to give him just that. I’m head over heels in love with him and I will never be ashamed to say it.

• girl: i kinda like horses
• ty: WE MADE YOUR ROOM INTO A HORSE AND DECORATED IT WITH HORSES AND HERE WE GOT YOU 3 PET HORSES AND WE ARE PAYING FOR SURGERY TO MAKE YOU A HORSE

itsgeorgia:

vivlio:

funny stuff:

• Hidden Disney characters in Disnet movies

health:

• How not to be depressed
• Food that makes you less hungry

random:

• celebs with cosmetic surgery
• become smarter

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saddumbgirl:

idk if you say possesive things like “you’re mine” i get all melty and weird and will probably fall in love with you 

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